Saturday, October 29, 2011

PRAISES AND PRAYER





Yesterday I finished this little painting of a song bird resting on a flower. It was so much fun to paint. I put compound paste on the canvas and carved into it and then after it dried I painted it not with a brush, but with my hands. Stained fingers today, but oh so much fun.

I woke up in the night, which is not an unusual thing, and a couple of songs were going through my head.

From the Carpenters

Sing, sing a song
Sing out loud
Sing out strong
Sing of good things, not bad
Sing of happy, not sad.

Sing, sing a song
Make it simple
To last your whole life long
Don't worry that it's not good enough
for anyone else to hear
Just sing, sing a song.

Sing, sing a song
Let the world sing along
Sing of love there could be
Sing for you and for me.

Sing, sing a song
Make it simple
To last your whole life long
Don't worry that it's not good enough
for anyone else to hear
Just sing, sing a song.

and then this one


Praise Him, praise Him, all ye little children,
God is love, God is love;
Praise Him, praise Him, all ye little children,
God is love, God is love.

Love Him, love Him, all ye little children,
God is love, God is love;
Love Him, love Him, all ye little children,
God is love, God is love.

Thank Him, thank Him, all ye little children,
God is love, God is love;
Thank Him, thank Him, all ye little children,
God is love, God is love.

I have so much to be thankful for this fall. After a sabbatical to the beach, resting and remembering God's faithfulness, I want to share a few things I am praising Him for and singing about.

Bob's CT scan came back NORMAL! Praise Him. Praise Him, all ye little children.
WE were not expecting any bad news, but as I have said before, we want to praise Him in the good times and the bad. We celebrated by walking down to the lake and taking Brett fishing.

Thank you, Lord, that if it is your will, Bob has lots of fishing trips with Brett in his future.


A few weeks ago I was blessed to be able to have lunch with two dear friends and mentors, Judy Kenobbie and Linda Dennis. It was a dear memory for me. I have asked you before to pray for my sweet friend,Judy . She has kidney cancer. She is living in Crosslake, Minnesota now and I do not get to see her very often. She was in Newnan for a short visit.

As usual, when you talk to Judy, she does not want to talk about the fact that her cancer has progressed and she is no longer receiving those awful treatments because they were not able to stop that cancer from spreading. She just wants to praise the Lord and tell you the wonderful things He has been doing in her life. Lots of visits from family and friends, wonderful sights she has seen when she was feeling like taking little trips outside in God's glorious creation, and many stories about how God has provided over the years for her. Her husband is suffering with Parkinson's and she just wants you to pray for him.

Judy is an example of keeping your focus on Jesus. He is her strength and source of joy. She is my hero of the faith this month. What a mentor! I am so thankful the Lord put her in my life five years ago when we moved to Newnan. She and I have been able to be in several Bible studies together, had several fun girl trips and lots of laughter. The deep, belly laughs that make you cry you are laughing so hard.

She is very short of breath and coughs a lot lately. Talking is hard on some days. I am so grateful for all the memories we have made sharing our "God stories." She always has a story...."Oh, God is so good. Let me tell you what He did." When we talk, she always gives has a story to share.

Thank you, Lord, for giving me such an amazing mentor. Continue to give her songs of praise to share with us all. Give her breath to belt them out like the little song bird I painted in her honor.

Thank you for giving my husband a normal CT scan. It is not normal to us. It is your good gift of mercy and grace. Thank you for giving us time to praise you on earth and make lots of memories with our precious grandchildren.


Unlike the Carpenter song, I am thankful You want us to sing about happy and sad. You created us to praise YOU. So, on this glorious fall day, I close singing,

Praise Him, Praise Him,
praise Him Katie Purcell,
God is love, God is love.
Love Him, Thank Him, Serve Him......all the verses!!!!

Sing, Sing your song!

Saturday, October 15, 2011

PEACE, BE STILL







Woke up early this morning with a beach anxiety. I want to soak it all in and not miss anything. The feeling of hurry , you only have 4 days to be here. You have to do it all. Shop your favorite stores. Walk on the beach until your feet get the perfect sand manicure. Eat your favorite beach foods. Sit on the porch and let those waves wash out the sounds of a hurried life. Hear from the Lord.

I admit I have been frustrated at home because I can’t seem to find time for creativity. I can not get organized in my mind or at home, no matter what I do. I can not figure out how to have the uninterrupted hours I need to be still and settled long enough to hear from the Lord and then write down my thoughts and draw or paint my little scripture pictures. I do not know how to get settled and started in my creating process. So, I figured I would go to the place I hear the from the Lord the best. The beach. I could get it all done while I was there.

Yesterday , after I had unpacked all my stuff in the condo, I took my walk in Seaside. Oh, how I love Seaside. Lots of my favorite “things” are there. It is total eye candy. The cute little homes. The garden shop, Pickets, with the cute garden calls my name and it is only open a couple of days a week. I had to see it right away in case there was something there I just had to have. Cowgirl Kitchen holds yummy take back to the condo foods so I don’t have to cook the whole vacation. Modica Market has food stacked on shelves all the way to the ceiling. You have to get a ladder to reach the staples on the top shelves. My very favorite things are down low in the bakery case! No ladder necessary.

I had a delightful afternoon watching people playing in the water. It was bathtub still. This does not happen often. Usually, the people are riding the waves. Today, they were standing in the stillness . I did not go down to the water. Just watched from the balcony.

I was too wound up to “accomplish” any of the work I thought I had to do while I was here. I came loaded with crates of old journals, art supplies, notebooks full of years of past devotional writings and little art illustrations to go along with them. “My goal” for the four days I am here is to hear from the Lord some more so I can capture what He has to say to me on paper and with creations of art. Right?

I am 64 years old. I know my years on earth are not 64 more! I want to pass on my heart thoughts. How much I love the Lord. How I long to seek Him more and more each moment I am alive. To learn how to rest in His presence here until my pilgrimage to His heart is finished and I see Him face to face.

Ate a little dinner and a lot of chocolate….ice cream and chocolate covered pretzels! Tried to watch a movie I had borrowed from the library, The Scarlett Letter. Sorry, it just didn’t float my boat, so I changed the channel to my favorite wind down shows, the Food Network and HGTV. Off to dreamland before I knew it.

Woke up early the next morning…very early 5:30.

Coffee on, journal and Bible out and ready. The sun was just beginning to lighten the sky so you could see the difference between water and sand. The faint colors of orange, pink and purple clouds resting over the water were in view. The birds had begun to start their praise songs…first a solo or two, then a whole chorus.

Myself would not settle down. I got out my watercolors to capture the moment. God’s Glory rising. An hour quickly slid by and I looked out to see people walking on the beach. Hurry Katie, get out there. They might pocket the shells or treasures washed up on the shore before I could find them.

Peace rested almost immediately in my heart. It was as if the Lord was saying, “Katie, the treasures I have for you, are for you alone. No one else can steal them. They are hidden in your heart. Your job is to rest with me. Sit with me. Delight in this sunrise with me. Receive this blessing. I have so much more to show you. Just be with me and trust me to show you.

SEEK ME WITH ALL YOUR HEART…NOT YOUR ACTIONS. FIND ME IN THE STILLNESS. FIND ME IN THE EVERYDAY THINGS. IF YOUR HEART ATTITUDE IS TO FIND ME. I WILL NOT HIDE. YOU WILL SEE ME EVERYWHERE.

HE will show HIMSELF to me and when He does, I will be changed. I will see HIM and not miss HIM. HE will be recorded not only in my words and artwork, HE will flow through my countenance. I will not be frustrated, nervous or anxious. I will be at peace. Resting in the stillness. I missed my opportunity yesterday to stand in the stillness of the ocean day. I will not miss what the Lord was trying to tell me. I submit.

REST IN THE STILLNESS. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO PRODUCE ANTHING. JUST BE STILL AND LISTEN. IF YOU WANT TO WRITE AND DRAW, YOU CAN. NO PRESSURE. JUST RECEIVE THIS STILL TIME WITH ME AND LOOK FOR ME AND FIND ME. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. LOVE ME BACK WITH ALL OF YOURS BY BEING STILL IN MY PRESENCE. JUST HANG OUT WITH ME. I WILL BRING YOU PEACE.

The pressure is off. Hooray, let the vacation begin.

P.S. These are a few of the pictures I captured on my walk yesterday. Do you think the Lord was trying to tell me something?

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

ROOTED AND GROWING



I am doing a Bible study on 1 Peter. Today the study lead me to focus on 1 Peter 16-24. A reminder that Christ is the seed....I have been set apart and His seed is in my heart. He calls us to be holy, because He is holy. My job in growing is to obey the truth and by obeying the truth Christ will fill my heart more with His love to enable me to have sincere love for my bothers, love one another deeply and be His vessel. It is not my growing more but Him growing more in me.

"All men are like grass,
and all their glory is like the
flowers of the field;
theh grass withers and the flowers fall,
but the word of the Lord stands
forever."

I am excited about an adventure I am taking this week-end. I am going to the beach by myself...well, I am going to be there with my best friend. My friend Julie reminded me I was meeting 3 friends there, actually. The Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.

I am going to try to hear from the Lord in the place I see Him and hear from Him best, at the ocean.

I have been writing devotional thoughts for my family for several years. Since this flower is growing older and fading fast! I want to be obedient to continue writing and painting some more devotional rememberances from my pilgrimage to the heart of God. He has been so faithful to me over the years. I want to record some more of those times to leave for my family. How I am going to go about getting all these writings and paintings together, I do not know. I just know, He will show me how.....my job is to be obedient.

So I am packing for the pilgrimage....taking my journals from the past years, my art supplies, my Bible and myself. Can't wait to be still before Him. The only expectation I have for the week-end...is that He will meet me there. Of this, I am confident. No expectations from myself but to be still in His presence. Now that is a hard thing for me to do, the being still thing! But I know for a fact that I will be in awe as I look out into that ocean and see those fall sunsets.

Thanking the Lord for a husband who understands me and my need to be there by myself. I will miss him. Thanking the Lord for my wonderful sister-in-law and brother-in-law who are so gracious to give me this opportunity to use their condo.